Am I Happy?

Hello.. i just dont know what to say..
well 1st of all.. i made a confession to the person
who i kept hold my heads up high.. it is

Z.A

well.. she's kinda shock to hear that..
huhu.. silly me.. i guess..
im not that good enough for her beautiful life...
what do i think.. DAMN!!
i should never told her that..
it might cause our friendship..
for me.. being her friend is good..
but its not good enough for me..
but i think lucky me..
she appreciated it.. i hope she is..
but i want her to my next girlfriend soo bad..
hope u guys pray the best for me..
chow guys...
Take care =)